梦的色彩

         在静静的放映厅里，我看着《天堂电影院》，泪在不知不觉中落了下来。
         两个人的等待！三十年算不算太久，我不知道，但这样的等待让我动容，我本来是准备笑着看完整场电影的，却在退场时泪流满面。
或 许，每个人都会害怕等待的落空，就像《天堂电影院》里的老放映师艾弗达讲的那个故事一样，一位发誓用100天的等待来换回一位公主的爱情的男子却在等待后 的第99夜悄然离去，"因为他害怕当第100天来临时，听到的是公主拒绝的声音。"他害怕接受这样的结局，所以他选择了离去。与其让希望彻底破灭，还不如 让自己存有一丝幻想。
　　与艾弗达讲的故事中的男子相反，影片主人公多多从来也没有放弃过等待与追求，他一直在积极地等待和追求着属于自己的爱情，无论是最初的相遇还是错失后的苦苦寻找……即使是三十年的久别。
　　三十年后，已成了著名导演的多多，重返家乡见到容貌酷似艾琳娜的女孩子时，那难以言述的诧异、激动和心痛汹涌而至，出现在眼前的仿佛三十年前摄影机中的艾琳娜的形象。酒杯自手间遽然而落，一地晶莹的碎片深深地刺痛了我的心。
　 　终于见面了，在宁静的海边，艾琳娜仿佛有所预知般地来到了多多的面前，他们在汽车里寂寞地相拥。"你还是那么漂亮。"多多说。这忽然让我想起了叶芝最著 名的一首诗《当你年老的时候》中的两句"多少人爱你年轻欢畅时的容颜，假意或真心；只有一个人爱你那脸上苍老了的痛苦的绉纹，爱你那朝圣者般纯洁明净的灵 魂。"我想这才是世间真正的爱情，超越了时间的遥遥无期，超越了空间的层层阻隔，也超越了生命的无常和冷漠，这是一种任何岁月、任何破坏、也无法抹去的永 恒的印记。
　　影片的结尾是一盘在多多童年时禁放的镜头剪辑的放映带，当一个个快乐或悲伤或感怀或调侃或忧郁或深情的接吻镜头在屏幕上纷至沓来 时，我想起了很多很多已经放过了的情节：我想起了小时候好奇地争着要被剪镜头胶片的多多，我想起了初遇时那拿着摄像机拍着艾琳娜一颦一笑的多多，我想起了 单恋时在雨中苦苦等待着艾琳娜能打开窗子给他一个微笑的多多，我想起了热恋时看到艾琳娜在大雨滂沱中赶到他身边时兴奋的多多，我想起了因找不到艾琳娜而在 艾琳娜家门口狂呼着艾琳娜名字的多多，我想起了悲喜交加时酒杯自手间滑落的多多，我想起了重逢时再次凝视艾琳娜说"你还是那么漂亮"的多多--我终于理解 了片末在只为他一个人放映影片的影院里哭泣的多多。
　　《天堂电影院》讲述的不仅仅是电影发展的历史，也不仅仅是多多的情感 历程，它要告诉我们，每个人都必须经历成长。从天真无邪走向浪漫理想，再历经理想实现或者破灭，从童年走向青年、中年，直到老年，从离开家人到重返故乡， 我们都在漂泊中寻找停靠，停靠过后又开始漂泊。有希望的产生，也有希望被打破，不变的只是这简单、反复的循环。

He loved to travel and took beautiful photos, but had to say goodbye to all and his mother he loved,

He wanted Dignity for a man, but they step on it and laughed,

He set out to find justice in a lawful way, but could only get it from his blade,

He used his life to be heard and made us free, but those in power never listened,

We will remember him, not because of the violence, but because of the dream he never realized.

如何让你遇见我
在我最美丽的时刻
 为这
我已在佛前求了五百年
求佛让我们结一段尘缘
佛於是把我化做一棵树
长在你必经的路旁
阳光下
慎重地开满了花
朵朵都是我前世的盼望
当你走近
请你细听
那颤抖的叶
是我等待的热情
而当你终於无视地走过
在你身后落了一地的
朋友啊
那不是花瓣
那是我凋零的心

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.
只有付出的爱是痛苦的，但比这更痛苦是爱一个人却没有勇气让那人知道你的感情。

A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you，only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.
生命中令人悲伤的一件事是你遇到了一个对你来说很重要的人，但却最终发现你们有缘无份，因此你不得不放手。

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with，never say a word，and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
最好的朋友就是那种能和你促膝而坐，彼此不说只字片语，分别时却感到这是你有过的最好的一次交流！

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
 的确只有当我们失去时才知道曾拥有的是什么，同样，只有当我们拥有了才知道曾经失去了什么。

It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone，an hour to like someone，and a day to love someone- but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.　
迷上某人只需一分钟，喜欢上某人需要一小时，爱上某人则要一天，然而，忘记某人却是一辈子的事情。

Don't go for looks；they can deceive. Don't go for wealth；even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.
别倾心于容貌，因为它具有欺骗性，也别倾心于财富，它也会消散，倾心于那个能带给你笑容的人吧，因为一个笑容能使漫漫长夜如白昼般明亮。

Dream what you want to dream；go where you want to go；be what you want to be，because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
做你想做的梦吧，去你想去的地方吧，成为你想成为的人吧，因为你只有一次生命，一个机会去做所有那些你想做的事。

Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you，it probably hurts the person too.
要设身处地的为别人着想, 如果一双鞋你穿着夹脚, 别人的感觉可能也一样。

A careless word may kindle strife；a cruel word may wreck a life；a timely word may level stress；a loving word may heal and bless.
无心快语可能引发争执，无情之词可能折损生命，适时温语可能消弭压力，而关爱之声可能治愈心灵。

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
幸福之人并非拥有一切，只是尽力享受生活的赐予。

Love begins with a smile，grows with a kiss，ends with a tear. When you were born，you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die，you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.
爱情以笑开始，以吻转浓，以泪结束。当你哭着降临人世时，身边的每个人都在为此欢笑，好好生活吧，这样你就能含笑离开人世，而身边的每个人都在为此哭泣。

1.Face the past with the least lamentation, face present with the least waste and with the most dream to face future.

用最少的悔恨面对过去。用最少的浪费面对现在。用最多的梦面对未来。

2.You’d better learn something when you suffer melancholy and distress. Learning will make you invincible.

当你感到悲哀痛苦时，最好是去学些什么东西。学习会使你永远立于不败之地。

3.What a great man has accomplished wasn’t accomplished at the first try. They still plodded on their way up when their partner were sleeping.

伟人所达到并保持着的高处，并不是一飞就到的，而是他们在同伴们都睡着的时候，一步步艰辛地向上攀爬的

4.He who never failed might never succeed in anything.

未曾失败的人恐怕也未曾成功过。

5.A brave man may fall, but he can not yield.

勇者可能跌倒 ,但不会屈服.

6.People always treasure the ones that haven’t obtained, but forget the ones that have already had.

人总是珍惜未得到的,而遗忘了所拥有的。

7.One today will exceed two tomorrow.

一个今天胜过两个明天。

8.Turn your face to the sunlight then there cannot have the shadow.

把你的脸迎向阳光,那就不会有阴影

9.The most fearful poverty is the feeling of loneliness and being abandoned.

孤单寂寞与被遗弃感是最可怕的贫穷。

10.The man who has made up his mind to win will never say "impossible".

凡是决心取得胜利的人是从来不说"不可能的"。

11.Behind every successful man, there is a woman. And behind every unsuccessful man, there are two.

每个成功男人的背后,都有一个女人。每个不成功男人的背后, 都有两个。

12.But has the last word been said ? Is all hope to be lost ? Is the defeat final No ！

但是难道败局已定，胜利已经无望？不，不能这样说

13.Patience is bitter, but its fruit is sweet . (Jean Jacques Rousseau , French thinker)

忍耐是痛苦的，但它的果实是甜蜜的。

14.When a cigarette falls in love with a match,it is destined to be hurt.

当香烟爱上火柴时,就注定受到伤害

15.No one indebted for others,while many people don't know how to cherish others.

没有谁对不起谁,只有谁不懂得珍惜谁.

16.Remember what should be remembered, and forget what should be forgotten. Alter what is changeable, and accept what is mutable.

记住该记住的，忘记该忘记的。改变能改变的，接受不能改变的。

17.“You couldn’t see my tears cause I am in the water.” Fish said to water.“But I could feel your tears cause you are in my heart.” Answered water.

鱼对水说你看不到我的眼泪，因为我在水里。水说我能感觉到你的眼泪，因为你在我心里。

18.There is someone that is coming or passing away in your life around the clock, so you may lose sight of those seen, and forget those remembered. There is gain and loss in your life, so you may catch sight of those unseen, and remember those forgotten. Nevertheless, doesn’t the unseen exist for sure? Will the remembered remain forever?

生命中，不断地有人进入或离开。于是，看见的，看不见了；记住的，遗忘了。生命中，不断地有得到和失落。于是，看不见的，看见了；遗忘的，记住了。然而，看不见的，是不是就等于不存在？记住的，是不是永远不会消失？

19.If a jewel falls into the mire, it remains as precious as before; and though dust should ascend to heaven, its former worthlessness will not be altered.

宝石即使落在泥潭里，仍是一样可贵；尘土纵然扬到天上，还是没有价值。

20.Better to light one candle than to curse the darkness.

与其诅咒黑暗，不如燃起蜡烛

我闭上双眼
徘徊和真实之间
往事一幕幕一幕幕
像潮水般涌现
有些人有些事
有些恩有些怨
东流河水不回
怅然在午夜里梦回当我背起行囊
走在家和异乡之间
你的一字字一句句
还飘荡在耳边
那些苦那些痛
那些伤那些悲
只剩无限思念
冷冷的北风在吹吹吧吹吧让风吹吧
路太远
迎着风
迎着漫长的归途往前走
走吧走吧千山万水
路还远
山依旧水长流
是否你还在等候